ETERNAL WAITING

It's full moon night

I look at the sky thoughtful...

I look around

And there's nobody with me ...

Only shades in the dark

Moving slowly....

Only the whispers of the night walkers!

I'm looking for you my love

But I cannot find you....

I'm calling for you my friend

But no answer comes !

I feel so empty inside

It hurts so much this solitude ....

Where are you... my love? my friend?

I don't want to be scared

I don't want to run,

I don't want to hide anymore!...

My heart cries

My soul bleeds

All this emptiness

All this darkness...

So lonely, so lost

This is my world!

Flying birds wandering in the cold night...

I try not to cry...

But it hurts deeply...

This endless loneliness inside..

Where are you my love?

Where are you my friend?

Can't you see I need you?...

Here I am,

Looking to the sky

Trying to find my place in the night...

You all said "I'll be there for you"...

But here I am,

Needing you but yet...

I was forgotten...

I feel so exhausted..

Forsaken....lonesome!

It's full moon night

And only uncertainty is my companion....

Shadows surronding me,

Whispering me harsh words...

You all said "I'll be there for you"

Blind I was not to see the lies

Trying so hard to believe in your words

I was deceived!

Just longing for a false dream

Here I am...But you are not with me!

Lost in darkness I am

Just trying to trust again...

Just looking for a glimpse of hope ....

I find myself in this obscurity of life ...

Forever alone ...

Forever lost in this black world

No one to save me

No one to hold my hand

No one to clean my bleeding tears...

It's full moon night....

No stars in the sky

No one to rescue me....

Lost forever....

Echos in the dark ...

Embracing me in this coldness..

Bleeding inside I am...

Waiting...waiting for you all to come!

February 2012