Friday 28 January 2011

INNER DESIRE


Here I am sitting by the seaside
This smell of ocean
Bringing me back some memories ...
How peaceful it is in here!
Only the sound of the waves
Crushing against the rocks
And the gentle breeze ...
Singing in my ears!
Marvellous feeling
The sun in my face!
I wish I could stay here forever...

Soon It will get dark
But still I am,
Sitting by the seaside
Watching the sunset...
The warmth of the colours
The brightness of the sun
Hiding behind the sea...

I wish I could stop the clock!
I close my eyes
And I listen to the birds singing
And I feel the wind dancing for me....
I try to imagine myself flying !

Fresh little drops of salty water
Refreshing my cheecks...
What a wonderful feeling!
I wish I could freeze on time!...
I wish I could have you here with me forever...

Just listen...
The birds singing,
The wind dancing,
The ocean whispers....
All this for me!
And my lovely sun
Waving me goodbye...

I wish this never ends !
I wish I could bottle all those good things
Just to help me
In my darkest days
To light my path when shadows follow me...
I wishI could reach the sky
And fly away from here...
Become a colourful butterfly,
Happy everlasting!
No night, no darkness
No haunting shadows
No voices in my head...

Just the ocean
To wash away the pain!
The sun to warm me up in cold days
The birds to sing for me when i'm sad!
I wish I could have it all!...
Good feelings
Love and hapiness
Only me and nature!

Dancing in the sky
Singing eternally
Flying forever
Never giving up
Never losing direction...

Here am I
With my eyes closed
By the seaside,
Making wishes that will never come true!
Just wishing...
Just hoping ....



January 2011


Monday 17 January 2011

DEATH


I want to fly
I want to dream
I want to live forever
I want to be strong!

I wonder if I will live enought...
If this darkness that's haunting me
Will let me go....
I want to smile
I want to be happy...

No more sorrow
No more fear
No more pain
Just eternal life!

I cry for I am so scare...
I hide my loneliness inside,
My lack of hope!
All this uncertainty hurts me!...

Foolish thoughts
Dark feelings
Embracing me in the night
Telling me that I will die!!...

I run to find my light..
I don't want to die!
What about my dreams?
What about my hopes?
Go away painful darkness
And let me go...

I want to feel the sun in my face
The sand under my feet...
I want to feel the sweet breeze embracing me ...
I want to live!...

No more sorrow
No more pain
No more fear!


January 2011

Sunday 9 January 2011

The Dream


In my sleep
The Reaper comes
In his black vest...
With him the hands of death
Grab me to take me away!...

I cry but nobody hears...
I fight but the hands
Are dragging me down to Darkness...

In my sleep
The Reaper tells me "I'm here to take you"
I want to run,
I feel this anguish in my chest ...
I scream but nobody wakes up to help me ...

Hands of death crawling into my bed...
I feel the cold embracing me
I feel the emptiness in my soul
I feel myself fading away....
Desperation tears roll down my face
I struggle...
I moan...
'Cuz the hands of death are here to stay...

In my sleep
The Reaper came...
I'm so frightened...
I'm so lost...
This darkness in my room....

In my sleep
I felt the Death and it's coldness..
I shouted
I cried
I fought
But now I am awake...
And I will sleep no more !!



January 2011