INNER DESIRE

Here I am sitting by the seaside

This smell of ocean

Bringing me back some memories ...

How peaceful it is in here!

Only the sound of the waves

Crushing against the rocks

And the gentle breeze ...

Singing in my ears!

Marvellous feeling

The sun in my face!

I wish I could stay here forever...

Soon It will get dark

But still I am,

Sitting by the seaside

Watching the sunset...

The warmth of the colours

The brightness of the sun

Hiding behind the sea...

I wish I could stop the clock!

I close my eyes

And I listen to the birds singing

And I feel the wind dancing for me....

I try to imagine myself flying !

Fresh little drops of salty water

Refreshing my cheecks...

What a wonderful feeling!

I wish I could freeze on time!...

I wish I could have you here with me forever...

Just listen...

The birds singing,

The wind dancing,

The ocean whispers....

All this for me!

And my lovely sun

Waving me goodbye...

I wish this never ends !

I wish I could bottle all those good things

Just to help me

In my darkest days

To light my path when shadows follow me...

I wishI could reach the sky

And fly away from here...

Become a colourful butterfly,

Happy everlasting!

No night, no darkness

No haunting shadows

No voices in my head...

Just the ocean

To wash away the pain!

The sun to warm me up in cold days

The birds to sing for me when i'm sad!

I wish I could have it all!...

Good feelings

Love and hapiness

Only me and nature!

Dancing in the sky

Singing eternally

Flying forever

Never giving up

Never losing direction...

Here am I

With my eyes closed

By the seaside,

Making wishes that will never come true!

Just wishing...

Just hoping ....

January 2011