Loneliness

I feel so lonely...

Alone among people

Alone when you are next to me

Alone with myself...

This solitude of mine

Aches inside like a burning flame....

I feel so lonely....

Alone like the moon in a starry night

Alone like the sun in a cloudy day.....

Painful loneliness

Makes me cry tears of blood...

Where are you?

I feel lost in my own solitude ...

Please save me from this emptiness...

Inside I cry in silent

Feeling so lost in the dark

Why do I feel so alone?!!..

No sun warms me up anymore

No moon calls for my heart

No flower catches my attention

Only the emptiness keeps calling me....

So lost, so confuse

So sad, so desperate...

I feel so lonely...

I look around but you're not there

I want you here to hold me strong,

To tell me that I am not alone ....

Always the darkness

Always the weeping

Endless pain

Crying alone in this cold place ..

I wish all the pain,

All the loneliness,

All this despair would go away!!....

Growing loneliness

Growing emptiness

In a crowded world!!..

O Vazio

Angústia desesperante
que me atropela pelo caminho,
Tristeza sofrida que me esmaga sem piedade!

Sem defesas nem escudo
me debato para controlar o meu destino...
Chuva ininterrupta
que inunda a minha alma,
Trovão que me amedronta
na noite sombria ….

Desnudada, luto na noite sem fim
fria e húmida ..
Escuridão que me cega
e me impede de encontrar o meu caminho...

Dor aguda e sem piedade
que me mata lentamente,
Choro de impotência
e rezo pela luz que iluminará a minha alma …

Gemidos e lamentos
pela noite voam,
Sem rumo, sem objectivo
Perdida neste vale sem fundo!

Atormentada pelos gritos de desespero
Chamo... mas ninguém me ouve...
Perdida para sempre
nesta noite gélida e eterna
Sem encontrar o meu caminho....
Apenas a Lua é a minha luz
e os uivos dos lobos a minha música...
Perdida nesta noite sem fim
Choro pela força perdida!

Sem alma e sem corpo
vagueio sozinha
entre os lamentos e o desespero...
Perdida nas sombras da noite
procuro o meu lugar..

Chuva de lágrimas
que me acompanha,
Tremores e gemidos
na noite ouço.....

Por isso, sem defesas e sem escudo
pela noite eterna me aventuro...
Sem esperança e sem destino
pela angústia me deixo abraçar!!...

"Fix" Eurovision Song Contest !!!

Let's have our opinion heard by EBU!!!

Yesterday evening what happened in Belgrade, Serbia, was a disgrace, to Music and mainly to EUROPE!

One of the Best musical contests of the last years ended as everyone was expecting, with neighbours voting on each-other and emigrants all over the Continent changing what could have been the "Real" result.

Please vote on our Poll for what you thing could be the best way to "Fix" this dying ESC.

This is not a Musical Festival anymore! This is Politics!!!

This is not against Russia or its winner. It was a good song with a good performance, but one must think twice why all the countries with a big diaspora allways get more points.

Please leave also your opinion on this subject. We have to unite against this.

Thank you...

Eurovision Song Contest 2008

Please vote for PORTUGAL !!!

This one is dedicated to the most important person in my life ....

A very long time ago
you found a lost butterflie
in a cold, dark forest
you rescued her from uncertainty
learnt how to love her,
no matter how difficult was to cenquer her heart...

As years passed by
you became her light
in dark places
you showed her the right path
whenever she seemed to be lost.....

Now
you are her sunshine
and souls became one only

Forever you will be the butterflie keeper
loving and caring for her
suffering with her.....

You will keep darkness away from her
and you will always protect your fragile butterflie..
you are her flower,
a place where she can rest in safety.....

So never forget
never stop loving
never give up
while there's a butterflie around.....
for the butterflie is me!!

Josh Groban - Don't Give Up

For my Dear Wife...
Allways next to You... with Love...

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When you're heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you

Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I...I will be there to find you

Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved

You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved

What am I ???

What am I?
A woman

A devil
Or an angel?

I'm a crap
An handicapped soul
Lost among her feelings
I'm a black spot

A killer inside
A disturbed mind!!
Loved by one
Hated by all
Fighting against all odds
Always loosing my track

So who am I ?
I'm nothing.... I'm everything
In my search for perfection I realized how imperfect I am..
Pulling away everyone
A weak being I became...

What am I ?
A failure as a person
I'm a fading heart
Looking for its way....
Confused and wild
Insane I am !!

Dying every day
Lost every time
Surrounded by evil eyes
Scared I am...

Voices I hear
In moments of insanity
Cold I feel in warm days
Frustration I found
In my eternal search..

Invisible I am
Mumbling all the time...
Always questioning
Always justifying
My existence!!...

Negative, null
Painful and unhappy is my soul!!

Who am I?!
Just a mere human being
Looking for my way
Demanding too much from oneself....
Never conquering
Never getting
Always failing ...

Who or what I am??
I'm just a dark hole
A non-existence in this universe
I'm a shooting star
Trying to survive....

I'm a lost soul
With painful thoughts...
I'm just a shadow of what I should be ...
I'm the opposite of beauty
I'm the negative one
I'm the reflection of nothing...

I'm the moth that destroys everything around
I'm the dead butterfly...
Struggling for Resurrection..
Moon-shadow in windy nights
Empty coffin in a crowded cemetery!!

I am pain
I am sadness
Misunderstood by everyone
Giving misery to those I love
Blood tears I cry!!
Deafening screams I send ....

I am a crawler
An imperfect creature
Lost in this world
Forgotten in time ...

I am wicked
I'm obscure
I belong nowhere....
I'm just a failed memory
A shadow of a perfect soul!!...

I am death
I'm the rotting daisy
I'm just human and mistakes I make...

Forgiveness I do not have
'Cuz painful is my love !!
Never enough
Always too much..
Everything I touch turns to dust!


A dark creature I am
A shadow I became...
Just looking for my place in this existence of mine
I'm trying to find the answer...
Trying to believe that in the end I am an angel!!...