Living In The Night

It's late in the night
I look to the sky
And the stars shine on me ...
The moon lights my face
And I listen to the silence ...
The quietness of the night
The peace of the lonely....

The night breeze whispers in my hear
And nearby a running litle font sings for me!

There are no sorrows
There are no tears
There are no expectations....
Only this romance with the night spirit!...

I close my eyes
And I feel myself flying through the forest....
What a view
what a feeling of freedom...

No more pain
No more criticism
No more powerless...
Now the spirit is free at last!!

Go,
Dance with the moon
And flirt with the stars...
The night is yours...my spirit!

Just listen
All this peace...
The feeling of relief
No more shadows to haunt you
No more voices to madden you...
Only this stillness!
No more darkness!!

Fly my spirit
Free myself from the pain
Just let me be
For I don't want to leave!!
Just let me stay for awhile
Let me appreciate
this night symphony...

Let me embrace this feeling of inner peace
Before I return to the real world...
Just listen to the music of the night
Under the silver light
Of my dear moon!!...

Just let me be...
Hold on these memories....
Grab this peaceful feeling...
No whispers
No voices......

September 2010

Lost

It's always dark in my world
There're whispers
There're moving shadows
Fear rules the night...

Where am I?
This is not where I want to be....
Where's the sun?
Where's the beauty?
Where's hope?

This is my nightmare...
I try to wake up...
Screamings in my head
Telling me I'm doomed!!!

I cry helplessly

I feel my strenght fading away....

Am I going insane?

Is this real?

Where is everybody?

Lost in the night I am

And there's no turning back for me ....

Whispers in the darkness

Endless pain,

Voices.....

I scream but I can only hear my echo....

Abandoned in this empty, cold world I was....

Lost in the shadows I am!!

Coldness...

Hopeless

I run faster and faster

In this haunted dream....

I wheep in this emptiness...

I scream so loud

But the pain doesn´t go away!!...

Coldness surronding me

Voices whispering in the night...

Terrified I am

Lost forever in this endless nightmare

Drowning slowly in this world of mine...

There's no turning back for me ... anymore!!!

September 2010

The Cry of the Wolf

I cry
I shout
I scream
Dark pain hurting inside...

I call for your name...
I weep
I mumble
I whisper
But you never came...

Blind eyes
Rough heart,
Can't you see I'm in pain?

Darkness everywhere
Shadows haunting me
I cry
I beg
But no answer came!...

Blood tears
Dark night
Spooky dreams...painful reality
It hurts inside...
This loneliness
This endless confusion...

I cried
I stumbled in the dark
I begged for mercy
I asked for an end!!...

But you never paid attention!!!..
Hard, heavy, endless pain.....
Whispering silly words in the night
I slowly became insane...

Senseless words lost in the wind
Hopeless heart suffering everlasting
Lost in the way
Poor soul,
So sad, so lonely...
Waiting for a sign...
Longing for attention
Wishing for an end!!

No more cries
No more silence
No more waiting for …
It's all over now.!












Julho 2010

Between Worlds

When the sun rises
And a new day begins,
Full of hope,
Full of dreams
You think nothing can ruins this feeling...

You make plans
You are thrill of joy
'Cuz you really are feeling good today...
The world's still blue like the sky above you...
And like a child
You dance and jump
In a field of flowers full of beautiful colours
And pleasant scents...

You believe this is real!!...
And you don't want it to come to an end...
Hapiness forever
Good feelings
Endless hope
Always love...

But soon the night comes
And all you can see are shadows!!
All that you can fell are cold chills
All over your body and soul....
All you can see is eternal darkness!...

No more warmness
No more laughs...
And in the night you can smell rottenness...
All that you wanted to forget
All that you wished never to remember
Haunts you all of a sudden...
And the shadows embrace you like
You belong to them.....

Deep inside you smile
And you say this is just a nightmare,
I will wake up
And everything's will be all right!!...

However, the sun never rises again
And you realize that your mind is playing tricks with you...
That your heart is frozen and your soul lost forever!!

It's full moon …
The blue became black...
There're no more flowers
Only death and darkness...
No more warmth
No more hope
Only despair and this feeling of everlasting emptiness...

What should I do?!
What do I must think?!..
Am I mad?
Have I died?!...
What is this lackness of life?...

Save me....
Pray for me...
Take my heart and bring it to life again....
Find my soul and show it the way back...

Save me from this darkness
Wake me up from this nightmare
and let me feel again....



Julho 2010